It’s painful when I can’t express myself to anyone in this World.

They claim the truth will set you free, but that’s not true, it will just bring lots of agony.

I should be happy for everything I have and have accomplished but I feel dead like nothing has happened.

I wake up everyday with no energy and motivation. I’m afraid because it’s changed my vision.

Something inside me wokeup and I can’t put it back to sleep. It haunts me day and night and sucks my energy.

I hope I get through this but it’s going to be almost three years, and I can’t shake off this illness.

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