I had a plan to make everyone hate me,

so when I left everyone can forget me.

Everyday I told myself “This is the day”

soon all my pain will go away.

My kids always asked me “why are you so angry?”

they had no idea what I was planning.

I felt that they were better without me.

I was going to go far far away,

I would leave no trace of my DNA.

I finally got help,

but I just realized,

that my illness has taken over my mind.

I’ve gained so much weight 

That my friends and family ask, “Are you okay?”,

I guess they can see that I lost my way.
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