I had a plan to make everyone hate me,
so when I left everyone can forget me.
Everyday I told myself “This is the day”
soon all my pain will go away.
My kids always asked me “why are you so angry?”
they had no idea what I was planning.
I felt that they were better without me.
I was going to go far far away,
I would leave no trace of my DNA.
I finally got help,
but I just realized,
that my illness has taken over my mind.
I’ve gained so much weight
That my friends and family ask, “Are you okay?”,
I guess they can see that I lost my way.
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